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Falling Behind
01:48
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I lost my momentum and every chance I had to become
More than some 17 year old who just went numb
And all my Friends tell me that I seem to be doing
Well for myself at this point in time
But I disagree,
It feels like im five steps behind my expectations
That l feel the need to exceed
When most days I wish I could Just Leave
Trust Me
I'm not as stable as it may seem
But I doubt that's hard to believe
Trust Me
Just Leave
It's Just Me
I'm just trying to make you proud.
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2. |
Balance
02:45
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My guitar amp became a clothes rack
And I still have yet to unpack
Living in the past didn't bring that part of me back
"But it's okay
Today will be the day,
That I pick up the slack and get back on track"
But it's all a lie
I'll recede into a living room where I don't feel alive
I wasted my time
I wasted my energy
I wasted my life
On things that don't matter to me
Change is the only thing
That I'm able to sustain
But how do I live this life
That I can hardly maintain
And how can I justify
Living a life that feels more like a lie every time
I say "It's alright, I'm doing fine."
I wasted my time
I wasted my energy
I wasted my life
On things that don't matter to me
I'm just trying to make you proud.
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I have no structure or routine
Does that make it hard to root for me?
I wanna create rather than observe
But is that more than I deserve?
I just wanna take more than I give
But is that something that I can live with?
Does this feel performative?
Is this too repetitive?
What's the fucking point of it?
Is there any benefit?
I'll keep you at arms length
Because I just don't have the strength
To tell my Friends that I love them
Is this what __ had in mind for me?
To sit and watch me bleed
While I chase this god damn dream?
I was a child with potential
And every chance to be successful
But I wasted it on trying to create something special.
I'm nothing special
(shoutout harmony woods)
Does this feel performative?
Is this too repetitive?
What's the fucking point of it?
Is there any benefit?
I'll keep you at arms length
Because I just don't have the strength
To tell my Friends that I love them
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4. |
salem / never again
02:08
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I just wanna be there for you again
In any context even as just your Friend
When the pain in your joints never fails to disappoint
I can hear the discomfort in your voice
It's not my choice
It got cold again
And we aren't Friends
It seems to me through rose colored lens
My optimism's gonna be the death of me
Maybe it would be better if I Just Leave
Trust Me
It got cold again and we aren't Friends
It seems to me through rose colored lens
It got cold again, We aren't friends
Never Again.
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5. |
Monachopsis
03:12
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I'm a waste of testosterone
And I'd rather just be alone
Because I can't seem to find my place
Anywhere Doing Anything
I'm either too masculine
Or rather lacking it
I'm tired of feeling like an accident
I'm tired of feeling like a statistic
I'm tired of feeling like I can't commit
I have a heroes complex
The size of metropolis
But I couldn't save myself
If my life depended on it
And if I'm being honest, I'm running out of options
I'm running out of time
I'm Losing Intrest
And I'm losing my mind
I'm trapped in a body that just wasn't meant for me
Expected to be a man
But I just don't think I can
Give you a guarantee
That I won't leave
I'm a waste of testosterone
And I'd rather just be alone
Because I can't seem to find my place
Anywhere Doing Anything
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